Petz Dreamz v.15:

Humble

THE FRIENDSHIP MELODY (Song)

Written by Rylee (me ^-^)

I gaze upon that familiar face
That pure heart so strong
And I wonder: How did it end up this way?
Its strange how friendships come together and break apart,
but oh no, this one I share is a strong one, unbreakable, by even the
most deadliest of conflicts.

( Pre-chorus )

I will always keep you in my heart
I will always look out for you
As I know you will for me
So now we can sing the friendship song
A rhythme so heavenly

( Chorus )

Whenever I need someone, I know you'll be there,
Whenever I need someone to talk to, I know you'll be there,
Through the days of tears and the days of smiles,
I'll know you'll always be here to understand me,
Always by my side
So I'm not afraid; theres nothing to hide.
You've always played that special melody
On and on inside my head
Its like we have an unspoken connection
A one that cannot be broken

( Pre chorus )

No I have no worries,
Not when your with me,
I don't have any doubts,
Not when your beside me

( Chorus )

You've always kept walking
On by my side
Even when you had your doubts,
You simply ignored them
And continued to always see through me
You always cared
You always understood me when no one else did
And I'm glad to have you as a friend
On and on
The friendship melody
Plays inside my head
Even the greatest of treasures
Cannot fill up my spirit as much as you
Without you, I'm no one...

I will always keep you in my heart
I will always look out for you
As I know you will for me
So now we can sing the friendship song
A rhythme so heavenly

( Chorus )
Whenever I need someone, I know you'll be there,
Whenever I need someone to talk to, I know you'll be there,
Through the days of tears and the days of smiles,
I'll know you'll always be here to understand me,
Always by my side
So I'm not afraid; theres nothing to hide.

Stand by me
Stand by me
I know you'll always be there

Stand by me
Stand by me

We can fight our way into friendship
Without a care
I gaze upon that familiar face
That pure heart so strong
And I wonder: How did it end up this way?

LONELYNESS ( Fragile heart )

Written by Rylee ( me ^.^ )

My fragile heart is bound to be broken
Shattering like glass by words unspoken
I wilt and cry, and I feel like I could just die
I feel so lonely...but why?
When will this endless sorrow ever end?
And how much sorrow can power of the mind send?
I might be sounding dramatic,
but others do not understand,
what it's like secondhand.
I don't understand why this is happening to me,
why can't others closest to me see?
I feel uncared for, left out,
You'd probably laugh when you knew what it as all about,
I don't feel the same, maybe I'm just being utterly lame,
but what I feel is true,
and when that happens, there is nothing I can do...
These are confessions of a fragile heart.

BROKEN HEARTED ( Song )

Written by Rylee ( me ^.^ )

I sit and quietly watch
As the battle of emotions happens around me
I feel my heart shatter into a million pieces
Too fragile to be repaired
Why do I feel such eternal sorrow?
When will the painful tears ever fail to flow?
I never knew the true meaning of pain and lonelyness
Until now

I feel so wounded inside,
So confused
I used to think I was okay,
That I could take on anything,
But now, I'm singing here today...

Refrain:
I'm sorrowful
I'm breakable
I'm fragile, I'm not invincible
I'm confused and I don't know what to do...
I'm takeable, I'm irresponsible,
And I'm not sure of what to do
I'm in the mind of someone
Broken hearted

I remember your words, in my painful memories
Why is it the lovely moments come and go
But the memories stay, even through the best of times?

I try, I try to laugh about it,
Cover it all up with lies,
I try to laugh about it, hiding tears in my eyes,
Because tears are words from the heart
That cannot be spoken

Refrain:
I'm unreliable,
I'm unidentical,
I'm disconnected...
I'm hostile
I'm fragile
I'm nothing you've ever wanted
I'm in the mind of someone...
Broken hearted

Why ( why ) can't I, rid of this pain?
The memories of you,
Are the only thing that keep me feeling insane
Why, why can't I just forget...?
Why do I wake up each morning, just to feel the fresh pain?
And why does life have to be so cruel?
Why....
Does life have to be this way?!

( You've all I've ever wanted )
Be this way..?

I feel so wounded inside,
I feel so confused
I used to think I was okay,
That I could take on anything,
But now, I'm singing here today...

I'm sorrowful
I'm breakable
I'm fragile, I'm not invincible
I'm confused and I don't know what to do...
I'm takeable, I'm irresponsible,
And I'm not sure of what to do

I'm unreliable,
I'm unidentical,
I'm disconnected...
I'm hostile
I'm fragile
I'm nothing you've ever wanted

I'm in the mind of someone...
Broken hearted

Why? Why? Why does it have to be this way?
Why, why, Why do I feel this pain each and every day?

I sit and quietly watch
As the battle of emotions happens around me
I feel my heart shatter into a million pieces
Too fragile to be repaired....

BOOB THE BUILDER [AKA "BOB THE BUILDER"]

A parody song written by Rylee (me)

Warning: Some of the content may be offensive or disturbing to some
readers. Please read at your own risk and don't blame me if you are
disturbed by the content presented in this parodic theme song.

Take an eraser
Can we lick it?
Yes, we are
Boob the Builder
Can we lick it?
Boob the Builder
Yes, we are

Loop, Truck and Frizzy, and Doiley too
Farmer and Barney join in throwing shoes
Boob and the mafia, have too much done
Working against eachother, to terrorize the people of London.

Boob the Builder
Can we lick it?
Boob the Builder
Yes, we are

Time to get busy, bring your condoms too
Building and fixing till it's broke in two
Boob and the crew make the image of a rat that's drowned
Slacking off all day so they can get fired

Boob the Builder
Can we lick it?
Boob the Builder
Yes, we are

It's the perfect plan
Can you lick it
Incorrect
Left a little bit, right here, OK, now dive down
They can tackle any wild goat
Look out, they've got a gun
Can we get girlfriends online? (No!)
Are we child predators convicted of crime? (Yes!)
Is our time worth a dime? (No!)

Boob the Builder
Can we lick it?
Boob the Builder
Yes, we are

Digging and clawing, no that is not a pun,
Working with eachother, to get the crime done
Can we eat it? (Yes!)
Are we worth it? (No!)
Can we choke on it? (Yesss!)

Boob the Builder
(No!)
Boob the Builder
Everbody sing da song now

Boob the Builder
Can we lick it?
Boob the Builder (Boob...elastic)
Yes, we are

Boob the Builder
Can we lick it?
Boob the Builder
Yes, we are

We'd better hurry up and get this song done.

ENDLESS PAIN (And Many Mistakes) (FullMetal Alchemist)

Written by Rylee ( me )

Walking around in a daze,
I make my way through the rain,
which is falling down in thick sheets before my feet,
splashing down quietly, almost without a sound...
I carry a burden in my heart which cannot be erased
I only speak with silent thoughts that cannot be heard
I've destroyed the barrier between truth and fiction
Between one world and the next
Between the living and the dead.
We're walking towards the bright light,
one with which carries a shattered reality.
The future comes brightly torwards us,
and we welcome it with open arms, only to find a new beggining
and fresh pain...
Will this endless fight between righteous and coldhearted ever stop?
When will I find an end to all this pain?
The truth lies beyond that gate,
the seal unable to open
I might never find the secret that lies behind that mystery
It will always keep itself hidden in darkness
So will I be able to save myself and those around me?
Or be cursed forever, a scar in my heart,
for what I have done in the past...
My memories are faded around the corners, but I can still
remember your loving embrace, your musical laughter...
You're always repeating your promises like a broken record,
but I'm still not getting any solid honesty
That one day, when the wind finally carried your last breath away...
Was truly the worst day of my life...
And dear brother, how I pained you so...
How could I have made that mistake?
I led you with hope and belief
And then your dreams were gone, shattered, all because of me...
And I caused pain for you and myself, and those around me
I am sorry for making you share this burden,
but the past cannot be erased...
Therefore I will keep fighting on, and be strong,
and live on to be the
FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST

MISTAKE

Written by Rylee ( me )

Why did this have to happen?
Why did it turn out this way?
Because one day,
we will laugh at all of our mistakes and our shameless arguements,
looking back at the past will be humurous then...
But I am not sure if I am forgiven.
Why do you always run away from reality?
Why do you try to escape problems that you simply cannot?
Why do you not want to be understood, because
is that not what friends are for?
But I understand perfectly well...
that you just want to keep your secrets buried deep in the
back of your mind,
protected with a sort of barrier that allows no one to enter,
not even your closest friends...
I thought I could depend on you,
but that one day,
you just shoved it back all in my face.
You started an arguement over little nothings,
and it has ended our valued friendship.
I do not know if I am ready to forgive,
because you have always blocked everyone away from your true emotion,
building a wall around yourself, taking the key to your heart
and throwing it away...
Why did you act so cruel that day?
Is friendship just all a game to you?
And did you mean all those things you said to me, too?
Or were you just pretending all along...
I can't help thinking I got our friendship all wrong...
Why did you never let us understand you?
Why is it you wanted to keep your past hidden?
What was so important that you didn't even care if you lost
your friends to it's extreme value?
Apparently I 'could never understand' you...
Nor could I ever be your true friend.
Why is it you found me ' so untrustworthy ' and unable to see
the truth, blinded by my apparent ignorance and refusal to
give up the whole truth...
It pained me so
To see you talking about me like that
Like it didn't even matter
Like our friendship never even mattered
My heart feels torn and battered...
But you can live on
Go away and be happy with your "real friends"
And just forget me, leave me out in the cold...
Because I don't need your comfort anymore.
I have friends.
They actually believe in me.
And that is all that matters....

FINAL SILENCE

Written by Rylee ( me — written for Beverly's English assignment. )

I gaze around listlessly as the world crumbles before me
And no one else around me can see
Do you know how much pain I'm going through?
Does it even matter to you?

I'm without love, food, or a home,
Not even a telephone,
Why is it only I can see?
Why does no one else feel what it is to be me?
I have no one else in this world

My tears drop without a sound,
I feel cold as no one else is around,
I'll never forget your loving embrace,
though I still struggle to remember your face.

Please say that final silence wasn't true,
who else do I have in the world but you?

SHATTERED FRIENDSHIP

Written by Rylee ( me )

Why do you always greet such forgiveness with silence?
Why do you always have to act with defiance?
So many tears have fallen as I try to grasp the truth,
Were you just pretending,
was it all a fluke?
Even the loudest hearts may find their silence at your glare,
as many turn with their soft eyes to stare
My heart echoes pain,
as no one listens
My cry does not make much of a distance
Even the darkest secrets can reveal themselves mistakingly,
hanging around in the air like heavy mist
Was there something so burdening about me that I failed to miss?
No matter how much you try to cover up your lies,
many people will still stare at you with accusing eyes
Our friendship was nothing but a waste of time,
Because apparently my commitment wasn't even worth a dime.
I wish you would learn to voice your opinions more carefully,
and listen to the decision of your heart as it bleeds while no one listens.

THE UNFADING SCAR

Written by Rylee ( me )

I long to feel you with me again as an ocean of tears escape from me,
drowning out my suffering heart and cutting off reality
What do I have without you?
Who am I without you?
It's been so long
Since that fatal day,
that you left one world and slipped into the next.
I will always look rememberingly to the sky and see your face with the angels
I will send my heart to you
Remember the times we used to share?
Remember the love that was always there, living freely in our hearts,
voicing without a care?
I will cry once more as I bring back old memories,
that have not yet faded into time
After I tuck away this endless sorrow for one night, I will lock away
my memories of you, safe in my heart,
so they will never escape, even through the permanent scar left by your unfair demise
As I look over old leatherbook memories, I will hold back the tears
that threaten to smother what happiness is left of me
Why does the rest of the world go on so freely?
How can people still smile while I am suffering a tortured heart?
This is a world full of mistakes, morals, and lessons which I cannot understand.
I will look up at the stars once again and long for your embrace, just to see your face,
and grasp your hand without fear.
With you I felt like I could do anything, as long as I was with you,
you were the one who made my dreams possible.
My memories of you may change through time as this world grows older,
but one undying thing will always remain with the stars shining so bright-
and that is my love.

FRAGILE MEANINGS

Written by Rylee ( me - inspi' Ayumi )

Your unwavering smile used to be what hid your camaflouged tears,
so I too could be protected by this worlds harmful ways
That one day, surely we met love- because we could not stay away,
from eachother's curious gaze
Even now, as I dig down to the bottom of my heart and pull out old memories,
I always can smile,
because you are the one who made my time worthwhile
I used to think of love as something undying and unfragile, something that could
survive many changes,
And something that put a barrier up over itself to protect from any dangers,
But now, ever since that one day we crossed paths,
My mind thinks otherwise,
I'm tired of living in a cloud of lies.
Why is it you always made me believe you would always love me,
and then one day, set the bitterness held back free?
You made me believe I could trust you,
and then watched me fall, and I surely believe that was something you would never do...
I will forwardly greet these memories with resentfulness,
as they were ment to be forgotten...
And live on to await a new future, that is surely the best for me...

TWO SOULS IN ONE BODY

Written by Rylee (Randomly made for Dr.Jekyll and Mr.Hyde.) ( me )

I turn back and look once more
At the way my life was before
My heart goes out to my happy past
As I wonder if this lonliness will always last
There are always dark secrets
hidden away in the heart
And to keep them well hidden
Would be truly smart
But I have done wrong,
and there is no way to turn back,
For my mischevious thoughts always creep up on me like a heart attack
I long for things to be as they were before,
For this guilt to dissapear forevermore
Because you see, this beast that has taken over is not truly ME

BEST FRIENDS

Written by Rylee ( me )

We'll always be together
Just as one
All I need is your smile
To give me the sun
You're a piece of me
I'm a piece of you
With you, I feel I can do anything I set my mind to
We're in this together
Just the two of us forever
I'll take your hand,
and you'll take mine,
And together we'll share memories,
until it is our time
I'll always be there for you
Even when the sun refuses to shine through
I'll always believe in you
And I know you'll believe in me, too
Together, there is nothing we can't do
We'll see the rainbow's fragile promise
And together we'll glimpse destiny
As your kind and promising words
always got the best of me
Together we'll fly
High in the sky
Not needing wings
Waiting to see what eternity brings
We'll always be connected
In each and every way
I know deep in my heart
This friendship is here to stay
So we'll survive through the changes and the rough times
Because I got your back,
and you got mine.

Memories

Written by Rylee ( me )

It's calling from the past
Memories binded by love
Defining what is real
Memories created artificially of hate
Are those which taint the very heart
Memories have a way of sneaking up on you and piercing your heart like that of a thorn on a rose,
leaving a permanant scar of regret or pain.
Memories are stored in that of the heart, stored in shelves,
and waiting to be pulled out again by strong words, albums, or the mind it's own
Some memories can be used as a sense of comfort,
to reassure yourself that the one you have lost still lives within your heart and mind
Yet some memories may vengefully take take action on you,
proceeding to stab at your heart like a knife.
Memories are what keep us alive
Or what shall be the death of us
Our lives depend on it.
Memories of hate will eventually have the bitterness washed clean,
replacing with ones of hope and trust
Some things were ment to be shut out smotheringly in the past,
While others should remain imprinted grudgingly in our minds.
No matter what the cause,
Memories were ment to be protetected,
Just as long as you can believe and still grasp on.

Blue

Written and submitted by Zhonetelle/aka Daveena

I want people to look at me,
without the eyes of vanity
Tell me not only what I need to hear
Tell me you love me, you hold me dear
Help me to feel, to know how to live
Show me to love, to recieve and give
Help me to understand, to begin to feel
Show me you care, make this real!
I've fallen for so long, can't seem to rise
Show me I'm worth something in your eyes
I need this from you, need it so much
Need your love, strength and such
Tell me yes, never tell me no
Help me to live, continue to grow
My mind reels in circles, I can't seem to believe
To hear your loving words, mind unwilling to conceive
Your love, like the caress of a lovers lips
Your faith in me brings me bliss
To finally know you care helps me through this life
I finally know my meaning, I know now my strife
You helped me through so much, after asking so much more
You heard my words, made my spirit soar
After suffering so much you helped me through
Helped me see the light, my soul not so blue

In the Mind of a Soldier

Written by Rylee (me) Written for my Optional History assignment

I look up at the stars, shining in their exuberance
Capturing the moment and holding it in my heart
This might be the last memory I had. each one exploding represented another sacrifice to be snatched into the hands of fate,
one that would ring in my ears and imprint itself in my mind forever.
Not only was it weapons that would leave scars, but my own memories.
If I survived this, I would think back on it as clearly as my
own name remained within my head.
Running out into that battle field was like playing into the hands of truth;
I was forced to face my fears, against will, and now I was
trapped in a fight for honour.
For every step I took my footprints would would be covered,
because later I would be erased from existence,
I too would become nothing but a memory.
Playing with illusions might help me survive the battle,
but surely not the war.
This world is made of forced reality; we must keep intent on the truth
and not the lie.
With each gunshot it cast a new shadow over my heart,
and damaged my hopes of ever escaping my fate.
I knew then and there that destiny would take it's toll and each
heartbeat would be erased.
The blood from the fallen soldiers washed over into my dreams,
staining them permanantly.
I would never forget those terrified screams;
threading their way into my heart and causing me to let go of my determination.
I knew I would have to be strong, though; so I hardened my heart and
waited for a new tomorrow, shutting out the yesterday; waited for a new future to befall me.

Unforgotten Deliquency

Written by Rylee ( me )

Fragile words lay in broken pieces on the floor
The remains are fragments of despair
To hope is just another knife wielded by fate
Tearing open hearts
And erasing dreams
Making faith impossible to think of
With it's extensive boundries of open minded theory
Ready to open a new door to whomever may wish to pass through
Technicoloured dreams represent our inner selves
The ones we wish to grasp for and reach out for
But to no avail
Remains of belief are tossed aside as new ideas are released
Readily excepting the new bearings that the tree of life has to grow
Reaching deep within to our hearts
What does it matter if we are commited to undesirable acts?
We will find our place some day
A new place to call home
Clean of sin and faded, blood-rimmed memories that haunt
the being of deliquent
Relishing the moment
Making the thoughts of yesterday disperse into a thin mist
A mist which usually blocked your way and created new conflict;
running away from the right path
Guiding you to your unforgiveable acts
A truth that must always remain within you throughout your whole life
Who are you now?
Are you STILL trying to find the remainder of yourself?
Turn back the clock and find yourself permanantly remaining in that past
The one that was to be forgotten
The first place where you lost the first piece of your heart
And the first place where your soul was tainted and left to burn with hatred and
devience evermore
Pick up yourself there, and distinguish what last thoughts of
sin remain as unhealing wounds
A new future is awaiting you beyond the gate.

Unreturnable Time

Written by Rylee (me) (written as a real experience, a fight with a close friend.)

We met back when we were young
I still remember the way my heart sung
In hopes that this friendship would last
Not become a thing of the past
But fragile promises come as easily as snow drifting down
Settling into place to create a new mound
New obstacles to overcome, new days to face
Tying a bond to make it official with that of lace
But then gray skies and rain decided to invade
And what an unsettlement that truly made
In an angry lash of words, we set off on our seperate ways
And soon the blossom of friendship came to wilt through the days
Broken silence filled the air, no more bruised words to injure the heart
Carrying newfound dreams in a new cart
But not wanting to forget the yesterday, not ready to face tomorrow
Wishing there was some other heart to borrow
To carry on the burdens and forgotten bruised dreams littering the past
Wondering how many more shadows are waiting to be cast
Nestling in the heart and eating away at it, each new sensitive word causing more pain
Grief, hopelessness, sorrow and shame
And on one day in a bright tomorrow you decide it's time to give up the game
Give up the broken silence that has been hanging like cobwebs for so long
Disposing of the will to be unforgiving, the bitterness, figuring out where it all went wrong
Bursting with a newfound hope
Learning how to cope
And when that day comes, a new friendship blooms again
A new song plays in the heart to give away to the sweet serenity, forgetting the offend
But sooner or later you find out something is missing, realization littering down like rain
And soon returns that same old pain
You wish the friendship could go back to the old way it use to be
Sharing the same closeness, through eachother's eyes we'd use to see
But it's gone now, the spark was raged on with fierce intentions of destruction
And soon the friendship is belitted away, smalling in reduction
Torn hearts and dreams are hard to heal over time
Now dull and broken where it used to shine
Unuseable again, like a melody overplayed in happier days
I watch in dismay as our friendship crumbles down, attempting to fight the decay
I guess nothing stays the same and only time can eventually bring all wounds to a heal
But you see, friendship is only a two way deal.
Friendship may seem like an easy containable thing,
but once you enter into the heart of it, you never know what kind of grief it can bring.

Fountain of Rememberance

Written by Rylee (me)

Pain is something that never goes away
You wake up with it fresh at the beggining of each day
Each time you lose someone you care about a scar remains on your
heart forever
And dissapear into time and fade away it will never
I miss the way you used to laugh musically into my ears
The way you weilded your sword of wisdom and were enabled to
fight away my fears
I miss your smile that appeared to be bathed in sunlight, the
one that wiped away all my worries
I'd give up all my dreams for you just to see it again, floating
away like winter flurries
I need again your reassurance to guide me into the light
I miss the way we used to make up after a fight
If I could hold again your hand in mine
Our two souls could again entwine
Yet I know you are in a better place
I just long again to see your face
The one that helped me battle out my fears and stride to
my dreams
Your love was something deep, but now it's torn at the seams
You were the one that healed my wounds with a single smile
of grace
I still wish I could feel again your loving embrace
I loved the way you kissed away my tears
And how you told me to ignore fate when it rears it's ugly
head and leers
Why aren't you here now? Don't you know you belong with me?
I thought you were the one who told me fate would never befall
you, don't you see?
I cry every day in your rememberance, sorrow has spread through
my heart like a disease
You entered through the door of destiny, and threw away the keys
If only you were here now to cheer me on the way you used to
But now you are gone, away your soul flew
You were the only angel on this whole earth
The one who gave my hope a blooming birth
I know you are nothing but dust now, you have faded away
But here in my heart, you are to live on and stay.

How Can I Love You

Written and submitted by Laura

My heart can't take it
All of this, unbearable breakage
You said you loved me
You got down on your knee
And you said
"Babe, I love you, I will until I am dead"
Oh how I wanted to believe
That you would never leave

(Chorus) I've heard it all before
How all the guys adore
How my heart is so strong
But not for very long
Oh baby
How can trust any men
If all of them
Keep stealing my heart
And keep tearing it apart
(End Chorus)

Why does this keep happening
I have so many broken rings
From all the breaks of yours
And my heart won't take much more
You said I was special
But I was no more than your "Little Pretzel"
I will never begin
Oh I will never love again

(whisper) Baby, do you really love me?

Oh how can I love
Oh how can I love
How can I love you, if you have broken my heart
Oh my poor heart
Oh my poor, oh my poor poor,
heart (Long high note slowly fades away)

Pepperoni Stick

Written/Vocalized by Callie (inspired by my pepperoni stick.)

You got your pepperoni yetttt?

Ohhhhh, are you ready to beat off, the child abductors
Grab your pepperoni stick
If they get too close
Give them a good hit
With a pepperoni stick
There is no right or wrong
Just the flavour that lasts too long
Munchy-munchy hit a bunchy
With your pepperoni stick
YEEHAW!

Click here to listen to the song.

Seperated Hearts (A Wife and Soldier poem)

Written by Rylee.

Waiting on the sidelines of fate
You're gone away again for now, it's too late
Building on precious memories once again
To save and cherish when you're gone away, my lover, my friend

I promise you everything will be alright
My heart is all yours, to hold as rememberance during the night
Don't worry so much about me, as you have been lately
Just remember that I will return home safetly

Grasping on to a shred of hope
Learning that this is the only way to cope
Having in faith in your promises and dreams
Because miles apart in distance isn't always what it seems

Promise the kids that Daddy will be back home soon
Tell them to ignore the dark shadows of emptiness, threatening to loom
I will be home soon enough
My love will form you silver armour, and teach you to make it through the tough

A silent bond held tight
Running through miles, a love able to fight
Withstand the grasp of lonelyness threatening to hold
The wind concealing the love, whispering in the cold

Unreturnable Time

Written by Rylee.

We met back when we were young
I still remember the way my heart sung
In hopes that this friendship would last
Not become a thing of the past
But fragile promises come as easily as snow drifting down
Settling into place to create a new mound
New obstacles to overcome, new days to face
Tying a bond to make it official with that of lace
But then gray skies and rain decided to invade
And what an unsettlement that truly made
In an angry lash of words, we set off on our seperate ways
And soon the blossom of friendship came to wilt through the days Broken silence filled the air, no more bruised words to injure the heart Carrying newfound dreams in a new cart
But not wanting to forget the yesterday, not ready to face tomorrow
Wishing there was some other heart to borrow
To carry on the burdens and forgotten bruised dreams littering the past
Wondering how many more shadows are waiting to be cast
Nestling in the heart and eating away at it, each new sensitive word causing more pain Grief, hopelessness, sorrow and shame
And on one day in a bright tomorrow you decide it's time to give up the game Give up the broken silence that has been hanging like cobwebs for so long Disposing of the will to be unforgiving, the bitterness, figuring out where it all went wrong Bursting with a newfound hope
Learning how to cope
And when that day comes, a new friendship blooms again
A new song plays in the heart to give away to the sweet serenity, forgetting the offend But sooner or later you find out something is missing, realization littering down like rain And soon returns that same old pain
You wish the friendship could go back to the old way it use to be Sharing the same closeness, through eachother's eyes we'd use to see But it's gone now, the spark was raged on with fierce intentions of destruction And soon the friendship is belitted away, smalling in reduction Torn hearts and dreams are hard to heal over time
Now dull and broken where it used to shine
Unuseable again, like a melody overplayed in happier days
I watch in dismay as our friendship crumbles down, attempting to fight the decay I guess nothing stays the same and only time can eventually bring all wounds to a heal But you see, friendship is only a two way deal.
Friendship may seem like an easy containable thing,
but once you enter into the heart of it, you never know what kind of grief it can bring.

Broken Rose

Written by Rylee.

The moon whispers it's goodbye
Crying silent tears as it embraces dusk
Welcoming the night
The stars twinkle exuberantly
Lies encasted with the shadows
Taking cover behind the stars
Using deceit as a mask
Sorrow spreads like a disease through the night air
Effecting anyone who come upon it
Fragments of dreams flowing through the wind
The heart still searching for it's lost dreams
The call soaring across the world
In hopes destiny would appear once again
And take mercy on the broken soul
Lush violets losing their petals
Failing in strength, falling to the ground helplessly
Baring the chilling frost of winter
Smothering the last hope in scorching flames
Reflection shows nothing but crimson-stained tears
Frozen behind the eyes
No one knows the pain endeared in the fragile soul
No one understands the frozen heart
The scars of yesterday still appearing
But everyone is blind
And still continue to suffocate the soul
Dipping it in tainted ash repeatedly
Taunting it, drowning in endless turomoil of sorrowful regrets
Wishing life would open up and show the sun
But only the moon remains now, hidden behind the
shadow-encastened clouds
Reminding the past to stick to the present like tar
And then all light fades and a glimpse of eternity
is revealed slyly
Darkness takes over, still continuing to taunt while
the soul pleads
In hopes of a white rose to make the scars fade
into boundless time
And when spring returns once again to pour it's
enjoyment on others
There is one less life to nourish.

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